astute perceptions

boom phish.. patak bharak ping phusshh aargh. eeek! hmmmm. mmm?? yieppie! Burp! growl hahaha sob sob cough cough achchoo! by jove! grrr.... all these....i write!

new, old subdued, bold bought, sold, mud or gold, for some, a step for some, a leap but none too steep 'coz..we write...

time heals all wounds they say, but do broken hearts ever mend? as much as we hope they do and as much as we pretend; once when i was in love deep time's gift i didnt realise to keep the rosey days and fragrant nights filled with intoxication of deligh, her hand to hold, her smell, her smile kept me awake, fullfilled, senile, her love, her kiss, her warm embrace the time, the days, the crazy haze when it ended, it left me broken, numb, i played along, playing dumb, while i believed i'd be fine in some time, till then, i could only dabble in some rhymes; i wonder when i'll be ready again to love, to kiss, to touch without pain when i'll, again, join the human race admire in a woman, her poise, her grace, tryin' to enliven somthing in me which died how, when, what to do when i've cried what cure, what medicine, what serum you prescribe, in search of which, i write....i write...

When you fail at all else, Unable to face them or self When life seems such a waste No aroma, no flavor, no color no taste, When criticism floods your mind, your space When disappointments start affecting your grace When pressure unleashes its ugly face And clarity of thought exits the race When emotions abound, uncontrolled, unsurpassed When reasons demand no logic no craft Just when you’d burst if you didn’t right then Pull a sheet, and pick up a pen, Then write….

past strongs lasts long heart stone pointed bone protrude protest tear detest unsmile uncry bash deny refresh realise foolish devise ashame angonise silent apologise nor time nor place nor listener nor rage hope grace despite cant speak i write....

random thoughts. watch observe amuse confuse refuse excuse enlight despite sit down i write... refrain respite dont look yet like hold back sunlight lay down i write.. i fly delight make talk polite assure anxite step back i write.. selfish senile admit denied respond ignite douse then write..

a lady confused, lashes out at likes f u; alerting, amusing, tickling, even- can't help but sympathise and long to discribe the pain she endures isn't typically caused by those who r hairy and strong pee standing up not down its the likes of her too and we hurt too but for this we've cried and hence we DONT write......

lonely shoulder empty heart full life empty part empty seat empty car violent river empty raft reasons denied; logic deprived; memories burn- and so i write....